About

spirit-taught spirit-led dirt woman

I didn’t come here for some soul lesson, to learn something. I came here to heal the chasm between the Seen and the Unseen – to wake humans from the poisonous sleep of their forgetting – to be a beacon in the foul dark to all those that have not truly lost their memory but merely need the loving rage of the Mother to rouse the fiery truth of their own spirit and call them Home.

My approach as a "teacher" is to create frameworks and utilize methods that help people build both a world view and self view that create the greatest possibility for them to win their own secrets from the cosmic fabric according to who and what they are.

This often starts with confronting conditioning and cultivating the ability to hear, and understand, life's whispers.

We have to first see and understand where false narratives are being upheld or causing problems. Then we need to learn about the dynamic verb of being a person. This includes aspects of the self that are not based in psychological, pathological, new age, or Christian systems, but natural ones often, contained in the soul of your body that is this earth.

We look at working toward alignment with WHAT IS, including skillful understanding of Deep Intelligence and your own wyrd.

We look at needs and limits as normal. We look at magic, sorcery, the unseen realm, and spirits, including land spirits, the dead, and what one might call deities as normal.

We become skillful with being undone - which is what I call the often terrifying and disorienting process of letting go of the conditioned self.

We keep an evidence journal to capture the objective phenomenon of the experience of the Deeper Powers, the magic, the Unseen, acting in our lives so we do not need to wrestle with "belief" and/or reality battles between our conditioned self and our own spirit.

This goes on until a person gets the hang of their own rooted and centered knowing and the world itself becomes their teacher.

I do not teach a "right way". I teach how to find your own way. My experience and wisdom interact with that to cultivate and guide you as I listen for which aspect of self is driving your perception and experiences. This is because it can take time to feel the difference between the conditioned self's perception and reality. You also need to cultivate the tools and skills and other attributes necessary to not have the ignorant, unconscious, and wounded parts of the self running the show.

Along the way you learn that accountability and responsibility are crucial for your path to be true.

Once a person is past their own unraveling and are more steady and developed, they make their own wild way.

I have no idea what any one person's wyrd is or why they are pulled the way they are pulled or what the spirits, or their own spirit, gets up to with them. But I do know the best teachers are Deep Intelligence and the many beings of this world, seen and Unseen. My work is to equip you to connect with that. Then I'm out.

All of my work has embedded in it things that will support an EcoIntelligent experience.

I am not the Dragon Mother, merely the servant of this incomprehensible being that has guided and shaped my entire life, who is underneath and behind all things, to whom I am utterly devoted and to whom I belong.

You can be what you truly are, in this world, and it can be beautiful.
I hope this online community for Witches, healers, and humans serves you well.

She looks through my eyes

at you we

both sense Her

presence

taking up space like

fire

seeping into

a cold room

she spreads into

your rib cage as

words spill from me

hissing

they spill

I want to tell you

"do not be afraid!"

but I know

what She does to

those She loves so

I try to prepare you for

what's coming

every cell in me

sings Her

calling forth

what you are

sinking fangs

into what you

are not Her

poison

dissolving your pain into

nectar

so excruciating this

liberation

but look

see

what she does in me for

you

Her ancient fire

making me the

Dragon Mother

I stand

behind you

greedy for any

who try to stop

your holy birth

singing

"rise

beautiful flame!"

for you are

not ever

alone

I am grateful to my first friends, Spider and Wind, for so gently guiding me in communication between different beings and for showing me the deep, wondrous beauty of this life. I am grateful to Cedar for giving me the first lesson: to listen. I am grateful to rattlesnake for teaching me about gentleness and power and transmuting poisons. I am grateful to the Dream Teachers who have come to me since I was a child and taught me steadily and profoundly and often with humor. I am grateful to the Jotnar for their primal wisdom and welcoming in spite of the rampant prejudices that exist about them. I am grateful to Them the Good Neighbors and profoundly grateful to the Ancestors. I am grateful to the many humans who have given their devotion and their blood to opening doors and sharing what they have learned. Hail the Ancestors! Hail the Disir! Hail Hela! Hail the Andedion! Hail the Master of Spirits! Hail the Dragon Mother!